I’m WRONG.
Actually, I always be wrong, but, this time, it means something. I planned to attend the NCR4 exam last year, and then I registered, and then I bought the book a month ago, and then I started to study, and then I have read too many un-related books and have done many un-related things during the studying period, and then I decided that I must finish the book before the Qingming Festival, and then I found that the day has come, but I have done nothing, and then I have to give up the test, and all them above means that I failed, for one more time.
It does not for the first time that things happen. I have planed to take the NCR3, and I failed in the same way. I have planed to take the HR exam, and I failed in the same way. And, more importantly, I failed the TOEFL exam in the same way. I always give myself too many chances, and too many space for maneuver, which is just the point.
It does not like this years ago, when I have no choice, when I have no options, when I have only one way, and the only thing I can do is bearing it. I have found that I am not a so independent person like I have thought to be. Restricting has disappeared, which have made me not so nervous and pain like the past, however, which also brings me many failures.
I don’t hate freedom, but I must try to control myself. 11 has said that I always could arrange my time well. Yes, I could. And, not only could, I still can. However, I can not do things as my schedule, for that I have indulged myself too much these years. I always think that I am a ‘that’ person, however, I finally find that I am not so ‘that’ in the current period.
Some changes must be happened, for that I have experienced so many failures, which has caused that I can not even face to myself, which is just the reason for I am writing this essay by English.
So on, and so forth. It’s enough. Oh, God bless me.
April 4th, 2008 at 9:53 am
大家都一样……
这个插件怎么搞得链接跟wiki一样……
April 6th, 2008 at 4:58 am
“I’ve missed more than nine thousand shots in my career. I’ve lost almost three hundred games. Twenty-six times I’ve been trusted to take the game winning shot but missed. I’ve failed over and over and over again, and that is why I succeed.”
Life is full of challenges and difficulties that test our level of commitment. I believe having determination divides the winners from the losers. Successful people are not ones who have never failed, but those who kept trying. As simple as this may sound, it is the one ingredient that separates the winners from the losers. The one skill that the winners acquire is an understanding that growth is only possible when you have the courage to change what you have been doing, if it is not achieving the result you desire. Sometimes success is learning how to fall, and recognizing that from that fall you will learn to grow. And growth is what a fulfilling life is all about.
April 6th, 2008 at 5:02 am
还有，怎么能让我的blog显示出来的英文是排版过的？具体问题你看下我的blog里面的英文的东西。每行到了最后都老是把一个单词分成两半了。。。怎么弄啊？？你要不嫌那什么就把解决办法留言在我的blog上，我打开你这个速度巨慢。
April 11th, 2008 at 10:10 am
其实，让英文变成排版好的最好的办法就是在word里写，然后排版好，然后复制过去，就OK了。